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I find some people so so irresponsible.

There was a swimming gala at school today.  I wasn’t swimming, but i was kind of a reserve for the relay 4×25m freestyle.  The thing that suprised me was that out of the 5 REGISTERED swimmers, only 2 turned up.  When my teacher told me about it I was very very disappointed.  I didn’t put my name in because I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to swim.  So I was just an unofficial reserve just in case they needed me.  The team didn’t manage to participate in any of the relay events because even with me in the team, there’s only 3 swimmers while the team requires 4 people.

To the people who didn’t turn up, I don’t know what to say to you but this.  If you know that you can’t turn up for the event, you shouldn’t have put your name for it in the first place.  When you put your name in, there’s a minimal expectation of you turning up and being there to participate.  At least you could’ve inform the teacher of a teammate so that they’d be able to get another swimmer in advance.  It was indeed a huge let down.  I found this deed very irresponsible and inconsiderate because it is a TEAM event.

If it was an individual event at least it’ll only affect that individual alone.  But when it is a team event, every single team member has a role to play.  Once 1 of them fails to turn up, the whole team is a goner.  It clearly potrays the level of sportsmanship they have when they just let their team down like that.  They hadn’t think of the other team members who had turned up with hopes that they could at least get a medal or two.

Nobody can live alone, we all need each other in a way or another.  I hope that these people wouldn’t lead their lives the way they do in this swimming gala.

You always say that you’ll get things done.  You always say that using the soft approach is the best way.  But in the end I’m the one settling it, using my way which is clearly more effective.  I get things done faster and in a more efficient way.  I’m able to make him listen to me and obey.  All he does is rebels towards you.  And now that you’re protecting him, he’s taking you as a shield.  He’ll hide behind you now, he’ll hide behind you tomorrow.  He will hide behind you for as long as you live.  And you will be the one who he will blame in the future when he’s not able to stand up on his own without you being able protect him.  You disagree with the way I’m handling him, but do you think your method is any better?  Now he’s using your name as a threat.  To threated me in giving in to his requests.  Now he’s saying "Mummy say can, she’s the boss. And you can’t do anything about it."  You think that by doing this you can make him grow in a better way.  We will see.  I have been able to discipline him to carry out his routine properly.  I’ve been able to make him clean up his mess.  What have you been able to do besides allowing him to hide behind you whenever he is at fault?  Your soft approach is far too soft that he is able to step all over you.  You cannot control him because you pamper him too much.  You have admitted many times, again and again that my method works better than yours.  You have to agree that the result I am able to deliver with my method has by far achieved more than yours.  Yes, I do feel like the mum of the family.  Simply because I feel that you are not able to control him.  All you do to handle him is either give in to him or leave him alone.  If this continues, history will repeat over and over again.  He uses his cries as a threat to get his way.  It works with you as you give in very easily.  Your stands aren’t clear when it comes to him because you have a soft spot for him.  You cannot bare seeing him being handled with my way, because you are not strong enough to see him suffer.  Without suffering now, he will suffer 10 times more in the future.  What happens to him now will affect his future.  It might even change who he will be in the future.  At times you have to be cruel to be kind.  That’s how the world goes.  It’s like when a doctor gives a child an injection, most of the time they will excuse the mother out because the mother cannot bare seeing her child in pain.  It is true, that is unconditional love.  BUT!  Please, bare in mind that all these are a mere part and puzzle of life.  Without this, he will never be disciplined.  I thought you were the one who is worried about his studies.  I thought you were the one who said he needed to discipline himself with his routine and work.  But I guess I was wrong.  You just want to pull him back and let him hide behind you all over again.  Just like before.

Guess I’m back to my poem writing days.

Just something I wrote during 1 of the days of my mid year exams just this week.

At times it works, all the way,

But for some it doesn’t even pay,

Saying what we want to say,

Making it our own day.

Do we really inherit what we want ;

Or is it just a saying of the saints?

I’ve been waiting, from month to month,

Cracking each and every call in my brain,

With the big question that still remains,

"What is gain, and what is pain?"

Night by night I pray,

Hoping that someday it’ll go my way,

Hoping that someday I’ll get my say,

Hoping that someday my loved one will stay.

What would happen if there’s no love ;

If we had never knew how to love?

Would the world change into something ruthless ;

Something mean, nasty and endless?

I’ve yet to come out of my shell,

Fearing that the outside world would be worst than hell,

Deceiving those who loved,

Denying those who loves.

Is it a mere coincidence ;

Or is it just the way it is?

I’ve come to my senses,

That everyone has different faces,

That nobody is ever alike,

That no one could ever be out of sight.

Can someone lose his conciousness?

Can someone lose his tolerance?

A person with extraordinary emotions,

Should be approached with huge caution,

For that person may be inhuman,

When he blurts out his rage and anger.

For those who’ve heard, of things he had done,

They expect him, to be of fame and fun,

To their despair, he’s just a mere kid,

Who’s rage and anger, are minds to his feet.

Don’t lose hope,

Don’t give up,

For the saviour will come,

Just right out.

Honestly, not all rich kids are spoilt brats.  So far, all the friends I’ve had in KDU are not spoilt brats as what’s that’s perceived in general by everyone.

BUT!

My issue now is the adults.  I’ve came across a lady who is rich, and very very arrogant.  She thinks that she’s the ALL-IT-ALL kind of person.  The saddest part is she’s blood bonded with me.  My mum is quite upset for the fact that I can’t get along with that lady.  Sorry, but I don’t get along with people like her.

Woman, I know you’re rich.  But you don’t have to make other people who are not so wealthy feel so small right?  I mean, what’s your problem?!  Do you boost your ego by be little-ing other people?  If you do, you’re total crap.  For the fact that you’re related to my mum makes things even worst.  My mum treats you as someone very close to her.  But this is what I have to say to you.  If you have a problem with me, come to me.  Confront me, I don’t mind.  My mum has more than enough on her back, she doesn’t need more from you.  If you so-called love my mum, please back off and leave her alone.  I don’t want you hurting her.

I hate living under other people’s shadow.  Especially yours.  I will prove to you that nothing last forever.  Wealth can come in abundance, but it can leave even faster!  I will prove to you that success is not judged by age but determination and drive.  I will prove to you that I can give my parents a better life than yours.  You just wait and see.

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"Best Friends"

Raven Symone

Your my friend…(our friendship will never end
A friend so true and near to my heart, i’d wish that we would never had to part, but in my heart
we’ll always—we made the best of friends
Remembering the day you went away my heart was feeling so much pain
How I wish you could stay and a race just came in my heart we’ll always—we made the best of
friends

[CHORUS]
You know that I am your friend, so let me say it again
It’s where it starts, iut never ends, never ends
Don’t you know that i’m your friend…
You know that I am your friend, no doubt about it
Our friendship wil never end ’cause your my best friend

All of the fun things we did together, I knew that we’d be friends forever (ever)
But then you had to leave, tell me how could this be my friends leave me?
They say a true friendship never ends (never ends)
I know it’s true ’cause I can’t breathe in all of the memories of you and me annd how we will
always—we made the best of frieeeendss

You’ll always be the special side of me, ’cause your my friend
No matter where you go, I wanna let you know your my friend, you are my friend

[REPEAT CHORUS]

No matter where you go, I just gotta let you know that you will always be my friend, my best
friend (your friend)
Doesn’t matter ’cause you live too far (your friend)
My friend, I am where you are

Our friendship will never end..

All the lovely presents from my school mates.

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Thank you soooooooooo much y’all!!

Loves.

Okay..

Where shall I start..

Today is 29 March 2007.  A day I will never forget for the rest of my life.

My 1st birthday in Sri KDU, my new school with my new schoolmates.  I initially told my mum that this year’s birthday would be different because all my ex school mates are no longer with me.  I told her that it would be a quiet one.

Well, Tricia and Mae Yeen actually got a Chocolate Banana Cake from Secret Recipe while Zetty got a blue berry cake.  I was well aware about the KDU’s birthday tradition of cake fight, but what happened today wasn’t really what I expected it to be.

When the bell rang at 10am, everyone were going down for break.  I met up with Tricia and Mae Yeen and we walked down to the cafeteria.  I saw the 2 cakes surrounded by alot of them.  Sue Ann, Choi Yi, Chooi Ying, Jade, Aaron, Wui Yang, and many many more of them.  Well, they sang the birthday song, bla bla bla.  The action started when Aaron and Wui Yang pushed my head into the Choco cake!  Instantly I took more cake and splat it at Mae Yeen and whoever that were nearby.  Zetty took a whole hand of cake and chased me around the whole cafeteria.  Everyone were practically watching us chase each other.  2 of the fastest runners in school were on a cake spree in the cafeteria.  Hahahaha!  But at the end, I was too tired to run.  She had the pleasure of wiping cake all over my hair and my face.  Gosh!  That was the 2nd scene.  The 3rd scene was Wui Yang!  He was chased by Tricia and Mae Yeen till he ran into the guy’s toilet.  But guess what?  Tricia and Mae Yeen actually went into the guy’s toilet!!  Hahahahaha!!  I was standing outside waiting.  When Wui Yang came out, he was filled with chocolate banana cake around his whole head!  Good job girls!  =D  The 4th scene was AARON!!  Mae Yeen and I were tailing Aaron.  He was nicely sitting at the table with Cedric and Ghia Jun.  Mae Yeen stood opposite Aaron but couldn’t reach him.  I ran towards him and he was practically trapped.  He couldn’t run left because there was a crowd, when he ran towards the right side, I was standing there with a handful of cake.  So he was given a hair wash with 2 handful of cake.  Mae Yeen transferred more cake over so that I could fill Aaron’s hair with loads and loads of cake.  Hahahaha!  So, after the bell rang, we had to clean up.  Zetty, Wui Yang, Mae Yeen, Chooi Ying and Aaron were sweeping and mopping the floor because almost half of the cafeteria floor was filled with cake even till the guy’s toilet!  So yeah.  That was my 16th birthday.  Sweet sixteen in KDU.

Tricia, Mae Yeen and Zetty.

Thank you so so much for everything you all did and planned for me today.  It was very unexpected.  There are no words to describe how much I appreciate everything that you’ve done.  But thank you so so much!  This Saturday will be another round of fun, only difference, this time it’s a CLEAN outing with NO cake!  Hahaha!  Love you so much girls!